As I sat there in class staring at the girl next to me, long and silky hair, I wish that she were mine. But I was just a "so called" best friend. At the end of class she asked for the notes she had missed the other day, said "Thanks!", and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don`t want to be just friends. I love her, but I`m just too shy, and I don`t know why.
The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broken her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn`t want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she were mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "Thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don`t want to be just friends. I love her, but I`m just too shy, and I don`t know why.
The day before prom she walked to my locker. "My date is sick" she said, "He`s not gonna go." Well, I didn`t have a date, and in 9th grade we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she doesn`t think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said, "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don`t want to be just friends. I love her, but I`m just too shy, and I don`t know why.
A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angle upon stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn`t notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "You`re my best friend, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don`t want to be just friends. I love her, but i`m just too shy, and I don`t know why.
Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn`t see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "You came!" She said "Thanks!" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don`t want to be just friends. I love her, but I`m just too shy, and I don`t know why.
Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: "I stare at him wishing he was mine; but he doesn`t notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don`t want to be just friends, I love him but I`m just too shy,and I don`t know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me!"
"I wish I did too..." I thought to myself, and I cried.
.. so yeah.. then he had to go.. so after I hanged up.. it was like.. the time we were gonnah go out to eat for dinner.. at the one and only Sam Woo .. (( thas where my family always goes to celebrate birthdays.. or just to eat)) .. I don't blame them.. the food there is verrry berry good... Hahaha.. so yeah.. and right when i was about to leave.. Nelly calls... What a Doll! .. Hahaha.. She was like.. "Yeah.. I was bored... and called for NO APPARENT REASON" .. Hahaha.. Yeah... She's a silly crazy one.. but we all love her.. Don't we? .. Hahaha.. Hopefully 5 does.. Hahaha.. Juss kidding Nelly~.... So yeah.. I had to go.. so I had to cut our conversation short.. so we ate.. and my dad invited the uncle I trooly hate... Now don't you dare think Im a bitch for hating my uncle.. but don't blame me!! Blame him!!.. My goodness.. he favors my brother.. and he's my friggin god parent... if there was onlee away I could erase him frm my birth certificate... cuz it's like this.. like.. 3 years ago... he asked my brother.. when his bday was.. and my brother said.. oh it passed.. and my uncle was like.. Oh Really!.. and he gave him like.. money .. I ferget the amount.. and then my brother said that my birthday was coming near.. SINCE MY UNCLE DIDN'T ASK ME.. and I said.. This week.. hoping that he would give me a present like he did with my brother.. and so he was like.. Oh really?.. how old are you gonnah be?.. and I said 12... and he was like.. Wow.. you're getting older.. and WALKS AWAY AFTER HE GAVE MY BROTHER HIS PRESENT RIGHT THERE.. Oh maynn... and then on my bday.. he just came to eat.. big grRrRrR... no present for me.. and this year on my bro's bday.. he asn't even invited to his dinner.. and he still gave him a present.. I mean.. OH MY GOODNESS... ain't that a good reason to despise him?!?... yeah.. thot so.. so anyways.. I tried to show him respect.. since he was my dad's brother.. 
... well yeah.. that was my bday... Thanks again to Nelly and Andrew. o0o0o. and also the people who iMed me the greeting and told me the next day.. how super sweet!
.. well yeah... sexie guys plying basketball.. Wo0o! What good days.. Hahaha. Well anyways.. Gottah do mathh... Bye Bye!